“The question is not what you look at, but what you see.”
~Henry David Thoreau
It’s like someone went through my soul with a wrecking ball and busted out a wall to free some dormant emotions. I’ve been seeing things differently and looking at others with eyes that aren’t so much my own, at least not what my own used to be, and yet they are.
I know I’m going in circles right now like a cat chasing their own tail and you’re just wondering, “When are they going to realize what they’re doing?” And you know what? I have absolutely no idea. Have I been looking at the same things? Yes. But I’m seeing with more color, I’m looking deeper, I’m feeling more. I think that sometimes with change, which in itself is never easy to naturally accept because there is always an innate reaction to fight it, but when you begin to embrace it that’s when you see differently. So I may be looking at the same things, but seeing more. And if change is the catalyst, that proverbial cat tail that has me spinning around in circles… deep, colorful, exciting circles… then BRING IT.
And also? Brayden, with those sweet baby blues, stop playing WITH MY HEART.